hmmmm....

back home frm bball wif jack...

in e end.. din chose to go out wif zavier...

mood was nt gd after seeing some sms reply while chattin wif someone.....
n almost quarrel wif someone over e same matter again le...

haiz...

if u r readin tis nw...
all i jus wan to say it...

i still haven given up on u...
when i thot i've done it...

maybe i'm running away frm reality bahx...
after all these yrs n all e things i've done for u...
i'm jus a gd fren of u...
n nth much le..

e 0nly thing dat i can do is jus chat wif u online or thru sms bahx....
r all gd frens lyk dat???...

guess we r e only ones in tis world bahx...

i'm really really tired of u saying,"dun waste ur tym on me le bahz,treat me as ur gd fren jiu can le,go spend ur tym on other gals etc"...

i noe love cant be forced....
but...

after all dat i've done to u throughout tis few yrs....
arent u a little bit touched?????

haiz..

dunno wat else to say le bahx...

feelin super moodless nw...

wishin dat i'm dead nw....

can anyone grant me tis wish?? 5:44 PM